I have questions, statements to unfold and things drilling around in my head. I know my personal answers, but I still think I need to consider my responses a little more and shift my actions to line up with my beliefs on some things. I wrote this our about three weeks ago… Don’t know that I have more clarity now, just 20 minutes to share it with you.
Doing!!! Not the struggling, earning, justifying existence type. The overflowing from relationship type.
Am I believing? How am I believing? What does it look like? Am I rather whining and whinging? When I believe there is action. Action in heart, mind, soul and occasionally body.
Loving- whom I loving, how can I love, am I loving? Do I know how to, do I consider others, am I internal about loving others? What about myself? Do I love myself? Why? What’s my perspective and concept of this?
Next, no really – we hate the word almost for than the action.
Why not ponder this yourself, before you read on…
Glorifying, does my life glorify God. Do I intentionally and consistently glorify God? What is glorifying God?
More questions than answers. My last question is – do I as a Christian act like I believe in God and the Bible in the tough times, or only the good times. If I only believe in the good times, am I really believing? I seem to get more reflecting towards the end of the year – weird as I can be pretty reflective anyway. I guess what drives it is not wanting next year to look like this one, sure it had great days and tough trials, but when I get to the end of next year I want to be able to say I’m different and for the better. These thoughts and questions are just some of what rushes through my life in moving towards the ‘next thing’.